Hellos.
A busy & stressful day for me.
Amaths was first,
quite okay.
Bio SPA,
busy cutting potatoes until i gave up :)
Chemistry lessons,
quite okay, manage to argue my point across that there should be no test. :)
Recess.
Chinese class,
No test today too :)
gave out compre paper, got 15/20 :D
SS, had test.
Handwriting was horrible towards the end, hahas. :)
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Went home,
Did homework.
& here i am.
Something was injected in my grandmother today.
its called morphine.
They told us after they injected her.
WTF.
Cant like they tell me and my siblings earlier?
We also have the right to know.
And she wont wake up anymore.
She wont wake up anymore.
She wont see me anymore.
I wont hear her voice anymore.
I will never get to see her after she goes.
No more grandmother nagging at me, and me ignoring her for the sake of ignoring.
No grandmother to call me to tell me to work hard in my studies.
No grandmother to buy goodies for me.
No grandmother to celebrate my birthday with me.
No grandmother to congatulate me on my results.
No grandmother to love me anymore.
No grandmother to protect me anymore.
No grandmother to play monopoly, UNO with me, even though i dont want to play.
No grandmother coming my house anymore.
No grandmother to comfort me anymore.
No grandmother to tell me about the past anymore.
No grandmother to praise me anymore.
No grandmother to back me up anymore.
No grandmother to accompany me to trips overseas anymore.
No grandmother to see me grow up anymore.
No more grandmother at all.
I really miss her :((
I really really do.
No matter how hard I try, the morphine wont get out anymore right?
My grandmother wont be the same again right?
But she will be reunited with my grandfather.
She will be happy.
Sufferings will be ended.
But i dont want her to go,
I maybe selfish, but i dont want her to go.
I dont want to.
Cindy.