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Friday, February 29, 2008
hi people, Cindy here.... Have some GOOD news and BAD news to tell... Letmme start wib the GOOD news... I got a A1 for my Geography... Even though I neber really studied... tat was a surprise... I am acting as a reserve for debate... tats good!... at least i hab the chance to see how others really debate! The BAD news is... I am STILL FED-up.... ___________________________ Singling, It is not i angry at u.... But Jacqueline and I think tat u hab change a lot from sec one, I NOE PPL CHANGE... but do ppl change so drastically??? U ask urself wad hab u done... U R LATE nowadays... IS not tat U should not do it or sth... I neber sae tat u r wrong... Do u think it is good tat u r late?... Pls reflect lorx... Is not tat i am blaming Yingxuan or anybody... i only wan to ask u if this is gd?... I dun really like ppl who are like tat... I HATE THEM... Cindy Thursday, February 28, 2008
hi! I am really getting fed-up wib a lot of ppl... JAC noes who i am getting up wib... HUI MIN also noe... SEET YEE AND JOEY TANG also noe... Very fed-up wib HER... _____________________________________ I and Ivan had a competition see... who MYE higher... IVAN WATCH OUT!!!... i will win u 4 sure... getting a lot of stress larhx... need to study... go prepare science notes liao bb U CANNOT FORCE ME TO DO ANYTHING ... I CANNOT BE FORCED!!... SO STOP FORCING ME!!! Wednesday, February 27, 2008
hi everybody! XP... well.... Still feel so weird... a mixture of feelings to be precise... Letmme tell u sth... U cannot force me to do things i dun like or dun wan 2 do... Really this is the truth... dun tell me to try and try and try... I AM TIRED OF TRYING.... i hab TRIED to acheive gd results for my commontest... DID I SUCCEED?... NO I DIDN'T ONCE BITTEN, TWICE SHY... HAB U HEARD THIS IDOM B4? Now u tell me to try to cheer up... i won't! and tats ur prob... So wad if i am stubborn? not ur prob right? i voiced out my feelings on this blog... this is MY blog... i can sae wadver i like... Cindy Tuesday, February 26, 2008
hi everybody! Todae nth much happen lorx... y must i tell u wad happen? XP... I decided to tie my hair to the left... thanks to seet yee and jacqueline!.. haix... so sadx.... _________________ Friends 4- life is what we are Through thick and thin you were my friend Leaning on you, you gave me support The strength to get up and go again If my heart was shattered, you'd heal it If my heart was happy, we both rejoiced in it You are my best friend always and forever It's been good the best friendship ever Never end, now and forever ________________________ I love having you as a friend, You make my day brighter, I'm happy with this friend I've found Who makes my burdens lighter. Whenever I see you, It makes me want to smile, You were never too cool, Always in Style. Don't you ever leave me, I'll never make you frown, By your side I'll always be, Especially when you're down. Even through the worst of days, I will be right here, Watching you through ever faze, Catching every tear. You hold my feelings in your hand, Every single one, My friendship will forever stand, Even when the fun is done. So don't ever forget me, For I will not forget you, Here for you I will always be, No matter what you do. If others could feel as free, As I feel with this Friend, Friendship and warmth is all they'd see, And love would never end. ___________________________ will tat ever happen to me... NO IT WOULDN'T! Monday, February 25, 2008
hi everybody... I just decided to use white colour font. I want to inform ppl tat u wan ppl to cheer up... doesn't mean tat tat person can cheer up immediately.. hello?... u all said tat it was difficult to forget one person.. Now i tell u sth, I ALSO FEEL TAT IT IS DIFFICULT TO CHEER UP. u can tell me tat it is impossible... what the heck! tats how i feel! u can do nth to change it... Does anybody cares abt me? NO! nobody ever cares abt me! so dark and lonely nowadays... and stop telling me abt u caring me and stuff like tat! the truth is, u care abt me 4 a while then ignore me a while... i dun expect much actually... I just want my friends to be togther like old times, not like now... quarrelling over so stupid things... and do you noe tat? it hurts me even more!... Nobody ever care. My friends mind their own things. Sometimes, I want to tok to them But never ever and ever manage to tok to them. They wanna tok to me, Do i care? I CARE! why do i care? becos they are my friends. what the heck! there's no one to care for mr... nobody ever cares some of my friends are crazy over bois are like to slash her own wrist... where the heck do i find such friends? right out of my own classroom... I WANT MY OWN LIFE BACK... y can't be things like old times?... when everybody is happy... sadly, tat doesn't happens.... Cindy- the lonely gal Sunday, February 24, 2008
hi everybody :) changed my new blogskin... nice bahx... but pls... dun use the method "copy & paste to saboh me" ya la... this one copyrighted... XP.... Now i using red as the colour... cos more nicer marhx... XP... nth much happened todae... feel so sianx... hahax... but got one good news... I get to go Sakura buffet restaurant to eat... Love it!.... tats the only good thing that i am happy abt... but i have million things to brood over... sad things... doesn't end here... Cindy .................. I really want to cry... but tears just wouldn't flow out... and i dunno why... why does everyone treat me this wae... do i look like god to u... i am cindy mak... not a person who solve a problem for u... i have done enough of such things... I WANT MY LIFE BACK... Friday, February 22, 2008 A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gatethat never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl,both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goesstrong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend? You’re my friend and that is true, but the gift was given from me to you. We went through moments that were good and bad, even moments that were happy and sad. You supported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear, its really sad that it had to be this way, but it has reached its very last day. Miles away can’t keep us apart,'c ause you'll always be in my heart. Make new friendsbut keep the old One is sliver and the other gold! I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you,and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place.I can't tell you who you are. I can only love you and be your friend. HI everybody... I changed my blogskin wib Jac's help... nice bahx?... here are the words i wanna sae... in those poems... are wad i wanna sae... Cindy Thursday, February 21, 2008
hi everybody :( I feel stressed ... but a little too much... Today, thanks to Jac and singling... Felt much better.... Today have maths test.... i think i have about 3 questions dunno how to do... i think i will fail the test... now i still think... " who is there for me?" Who is there for me? I listen, and I give, and I help I'm lost, and I strayed Who is there for me? I care, and I loveI go, and I be thereI search, but I couldn't find Who is there for me? I say, and I believe, I assure, and I encourage I walk, and I lie down Who is there for me? I hold, and keep holdingI reach out, and grip tight I lie down, and stay that way Who is there for me? Willing to listen and to hear To give and to help To care and to love To come and be here To say and believe To assure and encourage To hold and keep holding To reach out and grip tight Then I wake up, and walk weakly I'm weathered and I'm worn, I'm weary Still I couldn't see anyone there For me here is how i feel... a little poem to express myself... now i think of this... " You've got a friend " When you're down and troubled And you need a helping hand And nothing is going right. Close your eyes and think of me And soon I will be there To brighten up even your darkest nights. You just call out my name, And you know wherever I amI'll come running to see you again. Winter, spring, summer, or fall, All you have to do is call And I'll be there.You've got a friend. but do everybody treats me as a friend? Now, i think of this " Stress " All tangled upon a huge mass of wire It cuts into my life The pain burns like fire. I try to get out I twist and I turn But the wire cuts deeper And makes my gut churn. Wound up so tight There’s no way to escape It scratches my brain Until my mind breaks Wound up so tight There’s no way to escape It scratches my brain Until my mind breaks. Seriously, this is always how i feel... Cindy Wednesday, February 20, 2008
hi everybody... does anybody noe how i feel now?... - angry - fed-up - sad I want to cry... but tears doesn't seem to come out... I want to really cry... i think crying helps me feel better... i want to cry because my results are bad... my science and mother tongue comfirm fail de... so no Sakura buffet for me... but it is ok... i blame it ALL on myself... It is MY FAULT for not studying harder for the commontest... if i had study harder... this won't happen to me... Its really my fault... i did not get good grades because I am: - plain lazy - plain stupid - plain useless - not working hard enough I am sad because I cannot cheer my frens up when they are sad... Sorry.... Ivan, Jac and other ppl... I am really sorry... I am angry because.... my temper is rising everyday... i cannot control it.... Everybody shows me altitude nowadays... i dun understand y.... i have been nice to everybody... what have i done wrong?.... I have done nothing wrong this days... except my studies being bad... I am fed-up... I am so stressed and nobody wants to care but add more stress for me... They want me to help them solve their problem... I helped them... but they are still showing altitude... i have tried very hard to please everybody... I have did everything i could... i tried to be more happy... but the frown stays on... i dun understand y... I am like a slave to everybody... help them improve their studies... show me altitude after that... i dunno y... i have tried my best to help them... but i think i have waste my efforts... while teaching them, i feel that my studies has been falling... I dun have the time to even revise for myself... I HAVE MY OWN LIFE TO LIVE... do you all noe that?... I am not selfish... but i have really tried my best... does anybody understands me?... NO...NOBODY EVER UNDERSTANDS ME.... not even my own family... What is wrong with me?.... i dun noe... i just noe i am very STRESS.... have anybody seen me fussing with little things like handwriting being bad and all that?... I really have stress... I am tired of everything... how i hope to sleep and forget everything... but i can't... not for a million yrs to come... _________________________________________ I am forever stressed... i have stress coming from everywhere.... I am really tired of everything... I just want to take a rest... but i can't... there is nothing... nothing i have now... everything have disappeared... even my life... Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Hi everybody! Today it did happen a lot... Firstly, I got called up by Mrs Tan to announce the debate thing... like so paiseh... I told Mrs Tan that i did not want... But she say must... Secondly, when i was going back to class, Jac called me over there... To receive good deed card... I was like paiseh... I go 2 times... hahax... Thirdly, i changed place as i dun enjoy sitting there at my usual place... I am used to sitting nxt to Jac.. XP... Somemore ppl show my attitude from where i was sitting... Fourthly, A spammer spam my blog... Another troublemaker... Good that JAc told me abt tat asshole spammer... Fifthly, Miss Nora said that she is going to gib me my debate cd... So paiseh.. XP... I surely very loud one.. XP... Gotta go , Cindy I am venting anger on myself since last yr... does anyone noe tat?... I dun need ur pity ... I dun need anybody... I only need myself... Is that a problem?... And does anybody noes that I am getting fed-up?... Does anybody noes wad is happening to their friends?... WAD DO U ALL NOE ANYWAE?... haish... wadever u do... none of my fking damn buisness... do i wan u to noe how i feel?... hope not... does anybody noe how i feel?... u dun and u really dun!! I dun wan anyone!!!.... Everybody is giving my altitude nowadays... do you noe how i really feel?... All of u noe is giving my problems and expect me to solve them!!!... for example, Joey Tang, doesn;t mean u wan anything, i must giving it to u... i need it and i really mean it... I DUN FUCKING HELL CARE IF U WAN IT OR NOT!!!... Seet Yee, doesn;t mean that u need my help.. i must help u... I ALSO HAVE MY STUDIES TO DO... dun expect me to settle everything for u... I HAVE A LIFE!
Here's I am wasting a post on the darhling spammer named XiIaOlIiNgG.... Not Jacqueline larhx... Pls mind ur business... Did I irritate u?... maybe yes... because of my last post... but does that affect u? No it doesn't... Because it is STRICTLY for friends to be precise... Are you my friend? I don't think so?... And do I like u a lot?... No I don't... So well u pls get lost?... ________________________________ Monday, February 18, 2008
Hi!! Feel so tired!... feel like sleeping... feel like killing everybody todae... haix... First my english results sucks... which is a fact... Secondly.... nth.. y does everyone like ignore me nowadays... i think they are obsessed wib boy stuff... Sae him here and there... won they get bored?... i think boys sucks anywae... they are immature, childish, irrtaiting.... tat exclude my friends... I dun understand y some ppl dun understand the meaning of shuttddap... wad is the fucking hell problem wib them?... I dun understand the fucking hell problem with everybody nowadays and tat includes u and whoever is viewing my blog as a friend!... wad is the fucking hell problem wib u?... Dun u really understand the meaning of life?... i dunno wad to sae also... i can just sae I am VERY confused AND angry.... WAD IS THE FUCKING HELL PROB WIB U?.... I am useless and no need you to point out that... I am stupid which is truly a fact... I am no longer the way I am... I like to be with my friends... but here's the problem... One of my friends got dozens of bfs.. another friend like tat boy but tat boy dun hab response... another girl is smsing to dunno who and ignores everybody... another one is looking for a bf... I really wan and truly wan to ask... wad is good abt boys?.... I HATE U!!!!.... Cindy- in a bad mood Saturday, February 16, 2008
Hi!!.... I am back!! I went to pierce my ear... very de painful!!!.... _____________________________ Reply of tags: Singling: the meaning of debate is : Debate (North American English) or debating (British English) is a formal method of interactive and position representational argument. Debate is a broader form of argument than logical argument, since it includes persuasion which appeals to the emotional responses of an audience, and rules enabling people to discuss and decide on differences, within a framework defining how they will interact. Informal debate is a common occurrence, but the quality and depth of a debate improves with knowledge and skill of its participants as debaters. Deliberative bodies such as parliaments, legislative assemblies, and meetings of all sorts engage in debates. The outcome of a debate may be decided by audience vote, by judges, or by some combination of the two. Formal debates between candidates for elected office, such as the leaders debates and the U.S. presidential election debates, are common in democracies. understand?... hahax... Zilin: thanks for tagging!!! cindy
Hi everybody!! yesterday night, i went to have my first debate wib my seniors against Serangoon Sec. We Won!!... The judge says that my rebuttal was too short and i dun have much eye-contact.... but i will work on it! :).... Those debators from Serangoon Sec was good.... ____________________________________________________ At last.... but now i have another problem... it is confidential.. XP... _____________________________ Reply of tags: ha0j1e: i am not called " Jac's Friend", I am called C I N D Y .... hi XP.... Jac: i did not did any bad thing... i am still a little bit jealous.... Y his name got <3> Singling: who wants to ai-yo-yo u?...shen jing bing XP ______________________________________________ Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Hello everyone... miss me?... hope not... long time neber post liao lu... cos i got debate club lorx... need to prepare things and stuff... hahax... was fun... love it to bits... i am habing the debate round one @ Paya Lebar methodist school... i will end @ 9.30PM... haish... _________________ today was ok lorx... like habing a very tired dae... feel like crying all of a sudden... then like hold on lorx.. I won't cry in front of ppl.. so paiseh... then like changed it into bad mood... like jac bothering me liao... haish... and the ong sing ling full of nonsense... always wanna see him.. haish... like must face tat direction... XP... not sian wan meh... and tat cc... so damn fan lorx... see ... i hab problems of my own to solve... but i hab to solve other ppl's problem.. where the heck is justice.... damn it... So stressed... does anyone care how i feel?... nobody care at all... and i dun wan anyone to pity me... i dun need ur damn pity... i won even need ur apologise... everywhere i go... people tok abt bfs, nth more... is there no more better to tok then this? its ur problem.. so stop throwing wadever problems at me... i have a life u noe? Just get out of my life... my life is full of problems... full of problems but no solutions... so stop telling me to help u solve ur damn problems about bfs and ur damn other things.... I HAVE A LIFE... I wan my life back... PLS... pls letmme cool down... and shut up wib ur nonsense... u lose or gain a bf ... ur prob... u wan me to noe.. ok... but stop bothering me wib u and him... u and him how tat stuff... I DUN WAN TO NOE... I dun wan ur pity... GO AWAY!!!!! haish... maybe habing earholes after all... *sian*... bb Friday, February 8, 2008
hihi! happy new year! 7/2/08 woke up very de early to pray... then like 9 o clock eat breakfast , bath... then went to my grandma's house... like wait for my small cousin to come lorx... eat lunch first... wait for them... then he come liao... followed by my uncle.. like seat threr lorx... then was given ang bao.. then gt one family come.. got to pai kia kids come in... then make my mood real bad... i also like become a tiny little bit pai kia hehe... then the big boss came... which is my cousins.. haix..like they also very mad lorx... when see those ppl... went downstairs play for a while... then come up... sit there listen to songs.. had a competition... see who can do more push-up... my cousin win.. damn it... he is still taller then me.... er-hum... tat doesn't mean i am short... so like play for a while... then here's the fun part... my uncle suggested block-catching... so we played.. like so fun lorx... haha... no details on tat... XP... then went hab dinner... go bath... then play sparkles... like watch tv lorx... then went home... 8/2/08 just now got ppl came... like sit in my room read book... then serve drink and stuff... hab lunch... like blogging lorx.. later going grandma house ( mother side)... kk... gotta go... bb l Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Hi everybody!... stayed back for a while todae... for debate club... i am going to be entered in the debate !! woo-hoo... but i am not going to tell u my motion XP.... u dun really wanna noe.. " IT'S FOR ME TO NOE AND U TO FIND OUT!" hahax... so everybody... where's my ang-pao?... hello?.... haix... i am still slightly sick leh... ...... so do i deserve a extra ang-pao?... hehe... todae nth much happened... haix.. so sianz... gotta go liao... bb Monday, February 4, 2008
Hi everybody! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.... but do u mind gibing me my ang-paos earlier?... i mean my friends larhx... my family will gib me soon... but i dun gib ang-paos.... let me see wad i can gib u... well i can gib u a deaf ear and.... r u sure u wanna hab it?.... todae went to school... like reach there.. blur blur... dunno must go back class or seat in parade square... i went hand in art... then got announcement sae go up class... like seating there chatting wib singling and jac... chat a while gt one teacher come in lorx.. like everybody sit down guai guai... balh and blah... mass run .... run lorx... somemore raining... make me in a very bad mood.... so angry after tat... then lit... my test is pretty ok lorz .... then maths test... i will pass one lorx... clara dun worry liao larhx!... after tat neber go debate club cos felt very sick... accompained eileen go home.... then went home... like suddenly feel dizzy... after tat go eat lunch then bath... spend the nxt 1 hour do my compo for chinese... now here blogging... i hab fever lerx... haix... |
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