i am so hopeless....


My geography is getting worse by the day...


wadever i study won't go into my head...


How am i going to sit for my MYE?!....


:( ....

To singling, Jacqueline and all other friends:

It takes more than caring

To be a real friend;

The nature of friendship;

Requires a blend

Of warmest compassion

And love deep and true

To reach and to comfort

The way that you do.

Because I can see

That your kind of friendship

Is priceless to me.

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Definition of SMILE:

In physiology, a smile is a facial expression formed by flexing the muscles most notably near both ends of the mouth. The smile can be also around the eyes (Duchenne smile). Among humans, it is customarily an expression of pleasure, happiness, or amusement, but can also be an involuntary expression of anxiety, in which case it can be known as a grimace. There is much evidence that smiling is a normal reaction to certain stimuli and occurs regardless of culture. Happiness is most often the cause of a smile.

today is pretty ok lorx...
a little bit no mood like tat lorx...
haiz....
DAMN IT!....

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So sickkkkk..........
And tired.........
haix......


Color Personality Black
Black is one of the most beautiful of colors and yet is the void of color too. It is the color of detail.
Black personalities want every thing done in detail. They are statistical and make good accountants. Internal Revenue Service agents probably like this color.
If a job needs finishing, these are the people to finish it.
These personalities need leaders, though, to tell them what needs to be done. Under guidance, they are able to get to the crux of the matter and solve very large problems.
When put in a place to find the mistakes of others, they are right at home. Loving puzzles, and finding others' mistakes brings out their tenacious spirits. Black personalities will sometimes intentionally find mistakes just so that they can repair them.
This color is one of holding things inside. When one wears black, they do not want to be touched. Putting a barrier between themselves and others is the purpose of this color.
Keeping their strength inside so that they can better protect their emotions is the effectiveness of this color. Although they want to be part of the world around them, they want no one to tug at their sensitivity.
Black is a relief color for most people, like "Mom's apple pie". It makes them feel comfortable and even, in some cases, makes them feel smaller, allowing them to hide from the sometimes cruel world.

i love black!

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I am still sick...
haiz....
.........
so bad-tempered nowadays....
........
revised for geography and chinese....
now feel so tired....
this is torture for me....
....
still have sore throat...
cough is nxt...
haiz....
thanks to singling who help me change my blogskin...
this is my second blogskin which i used last time...
still like it though....
haha....
.............
sianx....
going to rest liao...
buai

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hi ppl....
singling helped my change blogskin...
nice bahx?....
haix....
english exam very de difficult....
but ok lorx...
i noe how to do....
the compo i sure knn one lorx....
haiz....
:(....
sleepy...
falled ill....
got fever....
haix....

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MYE starting tomorrow lerz...
haix...
was like using art lesson to train our english...
was like nobody allowed to speak chinese....
i was like getting beaten all the time...
was quite queer...
hehe
starting to have sore throat liao...
thanks to my class de boys....
a couple of crazy peopl who only noes how to bully girls...
revised english...
had maths rememdial...
miss koh say i have a lot of careless mistakes...
was like practising over and over again on the whiteboard....
miss koh using laptop doing her reflection...
then me and clara go do proportion....
Jac was like eating the whole time...
then finally stop...
hahaz....
then went home....
starting to rain ....
bye

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Went for maths remedial...
was quite fun over there...
almost lost my handphone pouch...
Joey tang found it....
THANKS!!!....
bullied a couple of people...
had fun...
______________________________________________________
Do you noe how frustrated I am now?....
Pressurized by a damn lot of things and people....
- MYE
- IPW
- $$$
- FRIENDS
- HEIGHT
....................
have u tot of how will i feel?...
so how do you like being pressurized....
i am damn pissed off....
nothing is working well for me!....
everybody is cindy do this, cindy do tat....
u think i robot arhx?!...

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Feeling moody and sad....
Do I have any choice?
.....
had home econs test...
went to tast fadhillah and shirly's dishes...
both of theirs are nice!...
we even requested fadhillah and shirly to cook more...
even the boys joined in...
we bgan to have our feast which consist of laksa and spaghetti...
was absolutely delicious...
went for maths remedial...
have fun and learned the graphical method...
was revising proportion...
then i doing one the of the question...
then they all sae i how lian and pui hiao bai...
i where got?...
jacqueline even more howlian...
hehe....
was like shi hui go play wib miss koh marker than all the ink spill out...
thenwas like pouring water on the floor then shi hui use her shoe and clean..
was like laughing all the way...
then sharifah joined us...
i went home...
buaibuai :(
_______________________________
things have gone from bad to worse...
here I am trying to work hard for my exams and there u are doing something that i really dun understand....
From the start of the school year, you wanted me to help you...
I agreed...
But then, nowadays, you are mooding over ur previous boyfriend and not even paying 1% attention in class....
u tell me,
How am I suppose to help you?...
everybody is now like starting to feel the pressure of MYE...
but u....
haiz...
i dun wan to care anymore....

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Today was soo not boring nor exciting....
so sianz at home....
used the time to revise...
i guai right?...
jk...
hahax...
parents going hospital visiting my great-grandmother...
haiz....
buaibuai :(

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hi everybody!
miss me?....
have e-learning today...
a little bit tired today...
"supplied" answer to some of my classmate...
singling hab a opportunity to tok to him....
but hais....
now all my frens have either problems with their family or other people....
haix....
my horoscope...
If you have a chance to do something this week that doesn't involve your best friend, it's hard, but hopefully she'll understand and be rooting for you anyhow. It's one thing to put off going to a movie until your friend can go with you, but it's another thing entirely when the decision involves something that's important for you and your future.
Walking, sprinting, running, jogging - you enjoy doing anything that gets you outside and moving! You love to be in motion because it makes you feel good and gives you a chance to think without being interrupted by the radio, the TV or your friends calling on the cell!

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Hi!
feel much better...
Jac is feel kind of sad....
Hope she cheer up soon...
Abt the thing lorx...
Did class deco...
my class is getting prettier by days!
And getting dirtier by the seconds....
hehe
Bye

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Hi!
Anw i'm not Cindy..
I'm Jac...
I hack* her acc again hor??
Hahas...
Cause her com break down le...
So she ask:
Sorry for not updating..
Cause my house de internet modem break down le..
So sorry..
So wont be updating for these days...
DONT MISS ME WORX~!
Hahas...
Bye!

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Saturday
Went to malaysia in the morning...
go the mac there and eat breakfast...
seat there until 10am then go the carrefour..
shop awhike..
hyberactive XP...
then go giant, City square and THE STORE to buy lorx...
My car boot very de full...
PAISEY...
haha

Sunday
Went to visit my grandfather at the temple there...
he died since 2001...
felt very sad over there...
i prayed to him last night...
haiz...
hope he fufill my wishes...
haiz...

Monday
Went to school lorx...
went for mass run wib mary ann and fifa...
ran ok lorx...
then accompany jia en go sick bay wib the others cos she fell down...
then go science lab...
Somebody did not go...
play traunt...
But do i care?!
NO!...
the continue lessons lorx...
like distubing jac all the wae...
then during malay conversationla class...
was discussing some issues on **** ****....
then like say until bu shuang like tat....
went for debate but played scrabble...
i dun like scrabble!...
:(....
buai buai...
CIndy

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Hi!
Btw i'm not cindy...
I'm Jac...
She say sorry for not updating..
Cause this few days busy...
Will update when she has the time to...
Bye!

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hihi,
my com went crazy...
yaya...
todae nth much happened...
My Life is Chaotic...
Aingggg~....
haha

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hihi...
Singling had a bandaged leg,
Jac went crazy...
then she go er ren shi jie wib **** *** ( i am not allowed to sae the name)
bought a present for my mum at my cause way...
she birthday marhx....
bought a massager for her....
then went home wib banana...

byexz

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hi....:(
In a VERY ANGRY MOOD...
So dun come and irrtate me!
I am so angry and pissed off...
Today is the worst day of my LIFE wib tat person(a gal)?!!!
______________________________

Wad the fucking hell?!
Why must you care abt MY hair?
So wad my hair is so damn ugly when i tie it in a bun?!
I dun even need to fucking damn explain to u?!...
you scold ****, I already let it go...
Now must you meke me go mad and scream at you?!
ONE MORE TIME and YOU ARE GOING TO GET IT FROM ME!
I have ENOUGH!
I have my limits!
I am DAMN PISSED OFF by you?!
Wad do you noe abt me?!
Once i flare my temper, nobody can control it!
Wad do you actually one?!
U INSULTED ME AND ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN...
you can sae u sae only marhx,
SO how do you like me calling you a BITCH?!
You are really acting like one by e way,
You wan me to treat you like this?!
NO PROBLEM!


Cindy~in a angry mood

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