'You jump, I jump', watched titanic.
Heard this quote.
The show is very moving can?
But had a gigantic headache after watching it.
Finishing up my homework.
Tomorrow getting common test result.
HAIS.
Super scary one.
i am already mentally prepared liao.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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Hellos.
Today is a tiring but fun day.
Woke up at 6.40am,
no different from a school day.
usual routine,
headed down to CWP bodyshop.
By 8.30am, we were on our way to NeWater Visitor Centre. :)
Wrote name on tags, pasted it on,
and went to find a seat,
sat with Peiyun, My sis, Irvin & ZhiWei.
First presentaion,
Very informative and detailed. :)
Second & third presentation are very interesting!
Had lunch, ate and chatted.
Headed to kolam ayer, took photos.
Super nice one! :)
Was interviewed, felt like a reporter :D
then marina barrage,
took photos with Angelina with the webcam,
Super funnnyyyy! :)
Went home after that.
Super tiring.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo
Took more group photos.

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Hellos! :)
Today is very tiring and stressful for me.
Stressful as in the bio exam.
Was super nervous.
lead to *stomach ache*.
Overall, exam is doable,
hope can make it :)
Finished the bio exam 5minutes early.
Should have did slower -.-
Had false fire alarm.
Wasn't intending to go out after hearing the alarm.
Theres no announcement one lor.
Heard a lot of yelling.
need to pay $500 when broken once. [as in the fire alarm thingy]
Then theres a second time.
This time, it was R-E-A-L.
Was like WTH, again.
hearn announcement, went out.
No idea to use what staircase.
Gave way to the lower sec first.
Mr Goh say we so generous, to sacrifice our lifes.
LOLS.
Went down there.
Seat there, chatted with Maybelle, SzeYong and Chaoya.
I <3 hongkong dramas :)
Went back class.
Had Bio again.
Sperms are tadpoles.
hahas. :D
had chem.
Miss Sumi was talking so fast.
I can say she is very niceee :)
Had recess.
MT class, did exam.
My hand is so painful lor.
-.-
Had SS,
did dunno what website thingy.
Forgot the name :)
Went to Szeyong house,
but met up with Yingying first.
Went to her house for half an hour.
Went back school.
did some stuff.
Took photos with Sharida and Aainaa.
Was jumping and laughing like crazy.
CCA, ran 3 rounds.
did self-intro.
gave boxes to each class for green corner.
Ice-breaking games, Ice&water.
Was lazy to run.
Act like I am ice lor. :)
hahas. no need to run much.
CCA ended,
went to popular, bought some pens.
Feel like murdering Yongcheng -.-
then library to return books.
Returned home with Sis & Kar Yee.
& here I am :)
Super tired.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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HELLOS! :)
Today's English is quite okay la.
Average average lor.
Then Emaths.
Chicken Feet!
hehes.
maybe lose 1 - 2 marks.
So freaking happpyyyyyy! ;D
hard work paid off alright!
Chemistry...
i think my teacher very unfair.
Where can like that one.
I want my test paper also cannot,
other people can take but not us.
Super unfaiiirrrrr!
whateva.
A little bit to hyper.
Maybe its because of my hairstyle. XD
Gotta go mug for my exams liao.
Adidos!
With Loves, Cindyxoxo

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HELLOS :)
My brain is bursting.
Biology next, still at EYE.
Eyelids, Eyelashes, Conjunctiva, Sclera, Tear glands, Lens, ETC.
Feel like vomiting blood.
Must remember to type out the letter for dropping to combine science.
Or else, I am dead meat.
Tomorrow is English and Emaths.
Hope I will ace them!
Feel a little bit sadded.
Grandma, I will study hard one.
I am sorry.
Everything in my house holds the memories of my grandma.
My Leepopo.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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HELLO :)
My brain is bursting like c-r-a-z-y.
Physics, Tick!
Emaths, Tick!
Chemistry, Tick!
Now at Geography & Biology.
HAIS.
I am going berserk alreadyyyyy!
& I went to cut my hair.
Super short noowwwwwww.
Ahhhhhhh! Thought that the auntie wont cut so shorrttt!
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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HELLO :D
I am dropping to Combine Sciences but I am keeping my Biology.
Sounds great? :)
At least I get to get an A1!
Lessons this week is : tiring.
Only have like 5 minutes sleep, but its 6hours.
haisssss.
Revised Chemistry already :)
Its donnneeeeee!
Not.
I am don't have enough confidence for it -.-
Still have to do more revision.
I am having the F-L-U now. -.-
So irritatinggggg.
Hope I can sleep later tomorrow. :)
I know what I am doing.
A lot of things in my house reminds me of my grandmother.
I miss her :(
Cindy.

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Hellos :)
I think I am having fever,
does 37.4* count as having fever.
Not right?
Think so...
later going over to my granduncle house.
then going over to my second grandaunt house.
No angpaos for me today.
All collected alreadyyy.
School is reopening tomorrow.
& i have not revised for my chem test yet...
Sheesh.
Super irritating.
made up my mind already.
I am dropping to combine sciences.
maybeee, still consideringggggggg....
HMMMM.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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Hello!
Today is Chinese New Year Eve!
Having steamboat at home later.
Now doing my chinese compo.
intend to finish homework by today.
I'm 3/4 done. :)

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finished my reunion dinner already!
Sis was cracking lame jokes from starting to ending.
Damn hilarious. :D
Got a number of burns from the steamboat.
But its nothing as compared to the pain my grandmother have to go through
Suddenly remember the time when grandma ate steamboat with me.
Its been a long time.
God didn't allow her to go home one last time,
and didn't allow her to have reunion dinner with me one last time.
God took her away too early.
Too early for her to spend any time with me anymore.
Its unfair.
Loves, Cindyxoxo
Dead blog.

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Hello! :)
posting on a Wedensday and being free on a Wednesday is suprising to me.
Attended the funeral,
Sadded :(
When people gotta go, they gotta go.
My grandmother died 9 days after entering the hospital.
Its kinda a good thing, so my grandmother's previous lifetime,
she don't have to owe god too much,
Dont have to go through too much suffering.
Truthfully, my heart hurts.
A lot.
Didn't attend school today.
hope i didnt miss much.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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HELLO World! :)
Homeworks are 3/4 finished. ;)
Left my chinese letter writing.
Later going off to attend funeral,
gonna teach my cousins english using laptop,
will be quite funny ;)
So, a funeral doesn't mean that there is always sadness.
Happiness will be in too.
When the sadness have been absorbed.
Happiness is left :)
May my grandmother leave in peace,
We love her, and she knows.
With Loves, Cindyxoxo

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My grandmother pass away already.
its just a statement, i dont want any comments.
Lets just say my grandmother passed away peacefully.
From the previous blog post, the doctor injected her with morphine.
Before injecting, she wanted to drink lemon juice.
Its her favourite drink, She was saying that is was very sweet.
But actually its sour. =D
And it was injected in.
Actually, i think i must be optimistic.
Her passing away, was kinda a sad & bad thing.
But it eased her suffering a lot right?
It was kinda a good thing right?
Ohwells, I will be returning to school on Monday and Tuesday for lessons only.
No CCAS for me.
Wednesday, will not be coming to school.
And I will not be going for the BodyWorld's Exhibition.
I have gone for it already, so no big loss.
So, later going for the funeral.
I dread it.
I will just be going there, burning paper money and praying.
I hope nobody ever talk to me there.
Those people, always pity here and there.
Have your look and get lost.
I dont need your pity.
I am fine.
With Loves, Cindyxoxo

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Hellos.
A busy & stressful day for me.
Amaths was first,
quite okay.
Bio SPA,
busy cutting potatoes until i gave up :)
Chemistry lessons,
quite okay, manage to argue my point across that there should be no test. :)
Recess.
Chinese class,
No test today too :)
gave out compre paper, got 15/20 :D
SS, had test.
Handwriting was horrible towards the end, hahas. :)
.
..
...
....
.....
Went home,
Did homework.
& here i am.
Something was injected in my grandmother today.
its called morphine.
They told us after they injected her.
WTF.
Cant like they tell me and my siblings earlier?
We also have the right to know.
And she wont wake up anymore.
She wont wake up anymore.
She wont see me anymore.
I wont hear her voice anymore.
I will never get to see her after she goes.
No more grandmother nagging at me, and me ignoring her for the sake of ignoring.
No grandmother to call me to tell me to work hard in my studies.
No grandmother to buy goodies for me.
No grandmother to celebrate my birthday with me.
No grandmother to congatulate me on my results.
No grandmother to love me anymore.
No grandmother to protect me anymore.
No grandmother to play monopoly, UNO with me, even though i dont want to play.
No grandmother coming my house anymore.
No grandmother to comfort me anymore.
No grandmother to tell me about the past anymore.
No grandmother to praise me anymore.
No grandmother to back me up anymore.
No grandmother to accompany me to trips overseas anymore.
No grandmother to see me grow up anymore.
No more grandmother at all.
I really miss her :((
I really really do.
No matter how hard I try, the morphine wont get out anymore right?
My grandmother wont be the same again right?
But she will be reunited with my grandfather.
She will be happy.
Sufferings will be ended.
But i dont want her to go,
I maybe selfish, but i dont want her to go.
I dont want to.
Cindy.

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