This my my whole family, PS. My brother was not born yet. Do you see me? My grandfather was carrying me. :)

HELLOS :)
Doing Chem now,
feel like vomiting blood. Cause i dont know how to doo...
How?
Tomorrow having Bio test,
dunno can make it or not.
Dendrons or Dentrites again?
hahas :)
Later going to the hospital.
I dread going there, i hate hospitals.
Ohwells.
I am there for good reason,
to visit my grandma.
I want her to see me get my 'o' level results.
I want her to feel proud of me.
I want my name on the projector screen.
I just want her to live.
I just dont understand,
my grandmother was a doting grandmother,
my grandmother did not do anything wrong,
my grandmother was a kind lady,
my grandmother love all her grandchildren to bits,
my grandmother was loved by all her grandchildren,
my grandmother did not do evil stuff.
i remembered once, my grandmother was telling me not to quarrel with my sibling,
not be calculative, must be hard-working, must not do things against your conscience.
I would think, why must I?
But if i would do everything now,
will the cancer go away?

gotta go,
Loves,Cindyxoxo