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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
hi everybody... does anybody noe how i feel now?... - angry - fed-up - sad I want to cry... but tears doesn't seem to come out... I want to really cry... i think crying helps me feel better... i want to cry because my results are bad... my science and mother tongue comfirm fail de... so no Sakura buffet for me... but it is ok... i blame it ALL on myself... It is MY FAULT for not studying harder for the commontest... if i had study harder... this won't happen to me... Its really my fault... i did not get good grades because I am: - plain lazy - plain stupid - plain useless - not working hard enough I am sad because I cannot cheer my frens up when they are sad... Sorry.... Ivan, Jac and other ppl... I am really sorry... I am angry because.... my temper is rising everyday... i cannot control it.... Everybody shows me altitude nowadays... i dun understand y.... i have been nice to everybody... what have i done wrong?.... I have done nothing wrong this days... except my studies being bad... I am fed-up... I am so stressed and nobody wants to care but add more stress for me... They want me to help them solve their problem... I helped them... but they are still showing altitude... i have tried very hard to please everybody... I have did everything i could... i tried to be more happy... but the frown stays on... i dun understand y... I am like a slave to everybody... help them improve their studies... show me altitude after that... i dunno y... i have tried my best to help them... but i think i have waste my efforts... while teaching them, i feel that my studies has been falling... I dun have the time to even revise for myself... I HAVE MY OWN LIFE TO LIVE... do you all noe that?... I am not selfish... but i have really tried my best... does anybody understands me?... NO...NOBODY EVER UNDERSTANDS ME.... not even my own family... What is wrong with me?.... i dun noe... i just noe i am very STRESS.... have anybody seen me fussing with little things like handwriting being bad and all that?... I really have stress... I am tired of everything... how i hope to sleep and forget everything... but i can't... not for a million yrs to come... _________________________________________ I am forever stressed... i have stress coming from everywhere.... I am really tired of everything... I just want to take a rest... but i can't... there is nothing... nothing i have now... everything have disappeared... even my life... |
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